Reckless Abandonment

Okay.

Confession time.

I don't have a topic planned for this write (Whoops).

Usually, I'll think of an awesome topic to write about before I blog. Sometimes it takes a while to think of a good one, and sometimes it comes easier.

But today, I'm saying "screw you" to the system and just winging it, which is something that I rarely do in my life. I always have to have a plan. Always have to think about every little detail before I do anything.

Hanging out?
Who's gonna be there?
What time?
Where at?
Do I really want to hang out with these people?
Yes.
No.
Ehh...what else am I gonna do tonight?
Okay, should I be on time?
What if so-and-so is there?

On top of that, I over-think absolutely everything.

She wants to hang out.
Just me and her?
Does that mean anything?
Should I make a move?
Probably not.
Wait, what if that's what she wants?
What if I make a move and get denied? That'll just ruin everything. Friendship over.

Anyways, I'm not sure if I'm going off on rant, but the point is:
I need to let go and just wing it sometimes.
Take risks.
Make the move.
Stop planning out every detail that won't matter in 2 hours.

I just need to relax. Stop worrying. Yes, that is definitely easier said than done, but I gotta work at it. I'll eventually go crazy if nothing is done.

 So we'll see where this goes.